Saturday, October 4, 2014

Beautiful Mess

One of the benefits of Anatomy 101 (I mean being a PT patient for a few years) is that you learn it’s all connected. The other day at yoga the instructor asked if my hamstrings were tight. I refrained from verbalizing the sarcastic reply, which insinuated my belief that if we still lived in the time and age of printed encyclopedias my picture would be sitting pretty next to tight hamstrings

Nonetheless, a few days later I was doing this meditative yoga, which infuriates the hell out of me because you seemingly do nothing and yet the effects are unreal. In the midst of it, I recognized I had a knot in my low back that could support the weight of the globe on the shoulders of Atlas. No wonder my hamstrings were tight.

“Every effect has a cause,” my own words from class the other day echoed back to me. Though I can trace tight hamstrings to poor posture while reading and sitting too much, I realize it’s harder to ask and understand the question which holds the cause of suffering as it pertains to good people.

I’m not going to attempt a treaty on this question, as the discourse that has been written is vast. Rather, the past few days I’ve seen the “cause and effect” of my own personal suffering in light of Love. As the God of life and love leads me through suffering, He walks with me and shepherds me with gratuitous love. I’ve seen the causes of other’s actions and uncontrollable circumstances open up and effect a new reality within and for me. Like Job, I can’t say I’ve liked the way God has communicated His love at times nor can I say I understand it, but I trust that even in the midst of suffering the Lord’s cause is always His steadfast love and the effects, when we cooperate, can transform a seeming mess into a beautiful one.

The Lord gave, and the Lord has taken away; blessed be the name of the Lord - Job 1: 21

Verso l’alto,
K. Grace


Find a place that we find rest in this beautiful mess
You made us beautiful despite all our mess
We are created for holiness


What you don’t have you don’t need it now

Blessed are you
You are good to me

My heart will choose to say
Blessed be Your name



You can focus on what you’ve been through or what you’ve come through.

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